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Tuesday, February 10, 2015

☆ 2015 - the year of GROWTH


grow [grəʊ/] verb
                                                   (of a living thing) undergo natural development by
                                                    increasing in size and changing physically.

                                             come into existence and develop.




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Sometimes finding a word that will guide me during the year is a difficult + arduous task. 

So why do I choose a word of the year when it can be so difficult? What's the point in having a word for the year anyway? 

I am not sure if you choose a word, (+ I would love to know your word + why you chose it), but my words alway help me focus on the bigger issues. It helps me focus on the overall feelings that I want to feel every day. Every minute.

It's a word to encompass all my huge goals, my small weekly goals, my big picture goals. Goals like writing a new e-course, to planning significant time with each of my kids, or even to carve out an hour each week to indulge my romance novel addiction. (Ok, ok it's probably more like two hours...)

And its a word that will help me when I am feeling lost, frustrated, alone or when the little bitch starts her insidious whispers. 

One year my word was BRAVERY; Bravery in art + in opening my heart. Taking ownership of + being proactive about change. That year I opened up the LilliBean Designs shop + cemented friendships that I cannot live without.

Last year it was WORTHY; Feeling more worthy, being worthy. (It was a deeply rooted word for me + you can read more here) Worthy change me massively - my sense of self, my relationships, my dreams and my directions.

Twenty Fifteen is the year of GROWTH.

Wild + abundant growth.

Family Growth: Now don't get excited I am not talking about expanding our family again!! But growing together + having beautiful family moments together.

Biz Growth: continue building the LilliBean Designs brand, selling my paintings + products, attending more markets, meeting new + interesting people.


Spiritual Growth: Allowing my soul to grow in amazing ways, releasing old hurts + soothing my spirit. 

Relationship Growth: Having a few more date nights with Mac, having girls nights with my friends, having more spontaneous gatherings!

Financial Growth: Taking risks, stop being scared risks.

I want this year to be wild + abundant with Growth.

I hadn't planned on sharing all these with you all, but I guess it just feels right....

GROW
acrylic mixed media.  journal page
Growth will be difficult, + freaking scary. It is easy for me to not change the way I do things. I am fairly happy where I am. 


But I know that if I grow, if I tend to the seeds that I have sown so far, I could have bliss, every day beauty, wild adventures and connections that mean everything.

EVERYTHING

So I will keep Growth in my mind + my heart during the year. I will paint a painting to celebrate my word + I will scribble note to myself to remind myself to grow. 

Do you have a word that you have connected too? A word that will guide you, inspire you, encourage you or push you? I would love to hear which word resonates with you and how you came to choose it.


{p.s - as part of my year of growth I am moving at the end of the month.... over to a new space here. I hope you'll join me xx}
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Friday, February 6, 2015

☆ Zodiac Girls [January, February + March]


Friday Art: 6th Feb 2015.


Over the Christmas/ New Year period, everything seems to stop. Schools off for six weeks, dance classes are on break, play groups + day care are all on holidays. There is no 3pm pick up, 8.30 drop offs. There is no need to race from one event to the next. And of course all the festive events are done + dusted for the year.

By the time Boxing day arrives I am ready to just do nothing. Nothing but read, sleep + watch bad movies.

But after New Years Eve, I start to get a little titchy, I want to begin all the ideas I have NOW, not in two weeks, two months or even next year...

And of course the girls start missing their dance classes + seeing their friends at play groups + school. And honestly I miss that adult conversation that comes with those moments.

So during this time you may have seen on Facebook + Instagram some of the art work that I was able to work on during my break.

Unicorns, humming birds, the beginnings of Lifebook 2015. I can't wait to share them with you!

But first I want to share with you the first three of my Zodiac Girls series.

I started painting these at the end of last year as a freebie for readers of my Studio Snippets.

Every month readers can download a new desktop calendar featuring art work by Moi! 

FREE desktop calendar from LilliBean Designs http://eepurl.com/oez61 for more © LilliBean Designs
Downloadable Desktop Calendar from Studio Snippets January 

☆ CAPRICORN ☆
She is practical, ambitious, wise, disciplined, a little stubborn, patient + cautious.

CAPRICORN an original painting by LilliBean Designs © Kirstin McCulloch 2015
CAPRICORN
AVAILABLE FOR SALE HEREApprox 5.1/2 x 11.1/2"Acrylic + water color paint on quality hot pressed paper.
☆ AQUARIUS ☆
She is Friendly, Humanitarian, Intelligent, Inventive, Independent, Loyal + Unpredictable

AQUARIUS an original painting by LilliBean Designs © Kirstin McCulloch 2015
AQUARIUS
AVAILABLE FOR SALE HEREApprox 5.1/2 x 11.1/2"Acrylic + water color paint on quality hot pressed paper.

☆ PISCES ☆
 She is Imaginative, Kind, Compassionate, Intuitive, Sensitive, Selfless + Idealistic 
PISCES
AVAILABLE FOR SALE HEREApprox 5.1/2 x 11.1/2"Acrylic + water color paint on quality hot pressed paper.


So if you want to have one of these girls grace your computer desktop for the next year make sure you pop over here for your download.

Have a fabulous weekend!
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Sunday, February 1, 2015

☆ HELLO 2015.... I am KIRSTIN [dreaming + planning + reflecting]


HELLO 2015.... I am Kirstin.

I hope you all had a fantastic January, that you we able to find some time to enjoy family, some time dreaming, watching terrible movies + catching up on sleep.

For the first time I took January off.  And I have dreamed, reflected, had nanna naps in my studio, listened to the entire 'In Death' series on audiobook, painted, and just settled.

I didn't frantically cram adventures into every possible moment, I didn't clean my house from top to bottom + I didn't feel guilty when I woke late + stayed up later.

This is a new thing for me, taking time off like this. I used to be so good at it.... and then I wasn't.

So I dreamt + planned + reflected. I though a lot about LilliBean Designs, about how I want my family to be, how I want to feel at the end of each day.

And as I dreamt+ planned + reflected I realised a few things about myself.

I realised that I am no longer a fresh faced twenty something, (although I pretend I am sometimes) I don't have the same hang ups + insecurities (Yup I have a whole set of new ones!) +  maybe I should figure out who I am today, in this space + in this moment!

So during one of my moments of quiet I actually wrote down who I am today, in this space, in this moment.

And I was kinda surprised at my list.

HELLO 2015 - I am Kirstin

  • I am creative + I love having paint on my hands
  • I am a mama of three gorgeous girls (Bean, Bug + Beastie)
  • I am wife to Mac
  • I am a daughter, a sister + a bestie.
  • I am horribly optimistic (which annoys so many people!)
  • I am also a horrible cynic
  • I am a swearer. I enjoy it + feel no guilt about it.
  • I am irritated by all things political.
  • I am honest (but not always with myself)
  • I am a lover of horror movies (but I just CANNOT watch them anymore)
  • I am a card carrying member of Romance Novels Anonymous (Damn you 1-click purchase!)
  • I am a fan of all music that makes me feel something (from Nine inch Nails to Taylor Swift)
  • I am not a fan of boybands and I will likely never take the girls to a boy band concert.
  • I am an asker of the universe + believe my wishes are heard
  • I am addicted to aqua + turquoise + duck egg blue + teal..
  • I am happy every single time I walk into my studio
  • I am a gen x girl and miss my grunge days
  • I am a vivid dreamer, I laugh, cry, shout + slap in my sleep
  • I am a squeak listener
  • I am fiercely loyal
  • I am too independent
  • I am worried I am fucking up my kids (but I am saving now for future therapy bills)
  • I am overly empathetic + sensitive. 
  • I am also a drop of the hat cryer. (I am ok with this, but it make others so uncomfortable)
  • I am irritated by passive aggressiveness and people who make passive aggressive comments (Is this a passive aggressive comment??LOL!)
  • I am an artist, a social worker, a market researcher + events manager
  • I am a swimmer, who thinks she should run, but actually does none of these. I kick box instead
  • I am some one who thrives when I am told I CAN'T do something (But because I love to give 'them' a big fuck you when I succeed.)
  • I am scared of being vulnerable, even when I draw my greatest strength from vulnerability
  • I am likely a bad wife. I don't care too much about having meals on the table at 6pm, clothes pressed + away, and the cobwebs are just fine in the corners.
  • I am a very bad housewife (see above comment!)
  • I am that driver who dances in the car singing at the top of her lungs (with three backup dancers + vocalists in the back!)
  • I am a huge fan of Jillian Michaels (my friends + family are so sick of me quoting her!)
  • I am not cool with judgements + stereotypes + putting people into square boxes.
  • I am generous 
  • I am LilliBean Designs
  • I am Kirstin. K. I. R. S. T. I. N  (not kRIstin, kRIsten, of kIRsty. And I can guarantee anyone with one of these names can feel my pain!! But I am cool if you muck it up. No hard feelings!)
  • I am so very complicated.... 
  • I am me.
So HELLO 2015.... and hello to you all.

I am so very happy that you are here + that I am here with you.

What is it that drives you? What do you dream of? Who are you just now, in this moment?

And maybe think about how I can help you in 2015?


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Hi. I am so happy that you have joined me and if you want to know more you can find out about 

my art, my process + my life here: 'Listening to your Squeak'

daily musings + works in progress shots here: LilliBean Designs Facebook Page,
paintings, gift cards + jewellery for sale here: LilliBean Designs Shop 

photo's of my processes, works in progress, inspirations are here

Click here to learn more about my GRATITUDE ANGEL (a FREE download) + why I need to create my own Gratitude Angel and you can download your angel here

Any questions? Suggestions? Feel free to email me - I love hearing from you all. 

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