I am feeling so bleh at the moment, cranky, tired, uninspired, unmotivated, frumpy and stale.....
I am not sure how to move on. I don't want to give up. I don't want to repeat the patterns of the past. I want to push forward.
I have managed (barely!) to keep up with my October challenge, but I haven't even started my IF drawing, (even though I have a fair idea of what I am going to do), or finished the project I started for Fred (it's 99% there)....
I drew this this morning - just doodling, sorting through the crap in my head:
and went for a huge walk with the beasties - Bean & Bug (which Bean didn't want to go on, and complained the entire way 'I go home, mummy, I go home - thank god for ipods!) and I feel a little better, but to be honest it is all I can do not to go to the fridge and scarf down the tim tams that are calling my name - loudly...
Have you ever felt bleh and had the creative blues? How did you move through it?
xx
